I can't believe uni hasn't done what I wanted it to do. I can't believe I stressed for this shit.
So now I start to stress about uni. I have two pieces of assessment due on Monday and... I haven't started them. It's invigorating though, to see if I can do them and pass. Test myself. Yes, this is my entertainment. *sigh*. As I was saying I'm stressed but today I realised that by simply writing down each piece of assessment in date order, I feel calmer. And more prepared. The way I work, I guess. I should be freaking out, studying frantically, panicking. That's not me. At all. I used to get so worked up about school. Until my parents said they aren't pressuring me and they understand. From then on I've taken it all a day at a time. Not caring if I have a test tomorrow. I'll worry about that tomorrow. Here is my work schedule: (we're in week 9 now)
Week 10: 1001 Lab report 1500 words.
1005 Essay 1500 words
1008 BST#2
Week 11: 1008 Essay 1500 words
Week 12: 1001 Debate (So fucking excited I could kill myself)
Week 13: 1008 BST#3
Week 14 onwards: Exam blocks.
Karli, please, tell me yours. For some reason, knowing someone else has a busy schedule makes me feel less alienated from all my friends.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
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