Orientation.

Hey, this IS my second blog. It MAY not get read at all.

Here is the deal. I didn't want to clog my other blog "Venti-Sette" with rants about uni.

You guessed it, geniuses, this is my uni blog. Where I hope to give you an TRUE vision of what uni is. And how much it will screw me up. Perhaps this will turn into one of my essays :)

Ok. University so far is ...


Crap!


It's boring. Everyone is really judgemental of the new kids. I have nothing to study, yet I feel like I should be studying something constantly. All of my friends that are attending uni have assignments while I'm left in the dust waiting for something to happen. I'm anxious about whether I'm in the right room. Whether I'll meet someone, anyone. Whether I'll be an outcast because I don't like people. I feel out of it whenever I enter the grounds. The campus is big, but not big enough to sit by yourself. I don't know anyone there. No one from my school goes to this campus as far as I can see. My text books are heavy. I can't write notes during the lecture, and any notes that I do write, I try to cover them up, in case someone is reading them. In case I'm writing the wrong thing. Or writing something that is already on the slides. I feel like a number in the lecture theatres. I'm in a room with over 250 people. I hate that. I hate that wearing band shirts is still unaccepted. I have an assignment due in two weeks and I don't even know what it is on because we haven't got the assignment pack yet. The amount of information about Griffith Online is overwhelming. I can only check my emails and black board. I don't like the library because it has this feel of arrogance. I have to use public transport to get there... enough said. I feel fat and horrible when I eat there. And I don't know why. The theatres get really cold. The seats get uncomfortable. When someone moves, the whole row of seats move and it gives me motion sickness. I have to arrive at least 30 minutes before any of my lectures just to insure that I get a seat. If I get there on time, chances are that I will not get a seat and have to go to 'the over flow room'. I hate that there is an overflow room. I thought I would like the fact that other people would be doing psychology but I really didn't think I'd get jealous. I have this fucking arrogance that makes me thing I'm the only one who knows how I think.

You could call this whinging, I suppose. I'm just being honest. Something I think is lost. I do not like uni so far. I hope it gets better.

I really do.

Other wise it's a fucking waste of money.