My family don't get why I'm deferring uni.
Fuck them. I've told them. I need time off. I'm practically 18 and I don't have a fucking life because I have uni and work. I can't go out. I can't be young while I'm young. So fuck them for not seeing that. They're so FUCKING proud their eldest is off to big(ger) school.
I'm sick to fucking death of making my family happy. It's ridiculous. They say there is not pressure and I can do what I want but as soon as I bring up DEFERRING UNI (it's not even quitting, I'm still enrolled) they go off the rails. They think I'm not going to go back.
The more I think about it, the more I think I won't go back. But I've got to give it a chance, right?
This is my decision, I'm paying for it.
So fuck off and when you say I can do what I want when I want, fucking stick to it.
FUCK.
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you need to do what feels right for you.
ReplyDeletethats the only thing that matters, no one else.
good on you for doing something about it instead of just complaining.